Blackbird
FUCK THIS HELL HOLE OF A CITY. i HATE santa ana. TWO fucking stabbings in two months, what a nice city. congratulations los amigos high, we made it in the newspaper. OH and a pointless fight two dumbfuck freshman started in the L building hall. santa ana is shit. i can't wait to leave here and meet some people that actually have a purpose in life, like the handful of people i actually care about. i miss one person in particular. terribly. i need to talk to her right now, i wish i could, right now she's probably alone in mexico in need of someone too.
i don't know, i guess i'm just feeling really pessimistic right about "life" in general right now, things have been spiraling downward ever since junior year started.
one little thing after the other.
whatever, things will pass and one day i will read this again and say how stupid i was acting and ask myself why i was feeling this in the first place.
until then..
i don't know, i guess i'm just feeling really pessimistic right about "life" in general right now, things have been spiraling downward ever since junior year started.
one little thing after the other.
whatever, things will pass and one day i will read this again and say how stupid i was acting and ask myself why i was feeling this in the first place.
until then..