Bullshit
Well, things have been hell for me ever since I found out I was going to Trinity. A whole chain of shit happened, but I guess bad things happen in chains. I've realized that guys aren't worth the time of day right now, because all they want is to see how far you will go and then once they get what they want, they leave and go on to the next victum. I'm seriously thinking of just giving up on finding the right guy and being in love, cause I felt that with Andrew, but of course shit happens and everything goes wrong. Jay and Mandy have been trying to help me through this but I don't think anything will get me back to the way I used to be. Hell, I don't even think moving away would help, cause knowing my luck I'd be flipping through some pictures and then the water works would start. I just want to go somewhere and start over completely. Okay, I guess that's enough ranting for now.