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one thing i have learned about being in the word again. is that God consistantly has loved me through it all. even when i have refused to listen to the spirit. he has showed me that only He can show me the way i should go. i know i have been hindering the spirit to do something great in me. i have been hiding from Him because i have been afraid of facing my failures and inadequacies. i have to remember to ask God to meet me immediately and give me strength to approach things with expectency. I am starting to see how when we don't ask for things we will not receive them. i have always been afraid to ask God to do things in my life because i know i won't fulfill them so, why even ask. That thinking is messed up. whatever the case is, i want to not be afraid to ask. i will never experience the blessings of God that i could have by not asking. i want to surrender my fear to Him so, that He may work a great and mighty thing in my life. He promised so many things to us and we don't need to hold back from receiving them.