Aug 18, 2005 12:06
it is august 18th which mean only like 2 weeks till school. Its time for kasia to get crackin on history homework. I'll never finish.
I went to the BEST concert ever!!! the Backstreet boys concert with mary kate was soooo frikin awesome! I was sort of up close, my sister was closer but i took alot of pics that 3 of which you can see on my myspace. But i felt like i sorta missed out cause i felt like i was watching most of the concert through my camera so next time-leave Flow at home. But it was the best concert eveeerrr. and AJ is my lover and he can def shake what his momma gave him....definitely......and brian, he is completely in tune for everything. they are mine lol "AJ and Brian, i want to be on you!" hahaha mk
So, what can i say, oh yea i am most likely getting surgery again. love it dontchya? the doctor screwed up in the first place, then i got an infection, then in july it came back but i took pills and it looked like it went away but boom! no its here again. so i have an appt at the hospital on monday - my sis birthday- aint it great then we will discuss surgery. this is gonna suck cause i will never get my history stuff done on time which sux cause becker will be like "you had all summer" , i hate that excuse. Then my dad has an appt on friday to do tests cause he will start radiation soon and then my mom is leaving today and not coming back till saturday cause she has a PNA meeting in New york. i feel like a burden on my parents, and my mom feels like she's the captain of the ship, if ya know what i mean, having to sacrifice herself for everything. but she has to go to this meeting cause she's already missed so many.
My other sis is going on that competition this saturday, the Bal Piosenek. I'm gonna go to support her but she still hasnt decided what song she's singing. i think she is singing a really pretty natalia kukulska song called "im wiecej ciebie..." but we'll see.
so i havent seen anyone in like forever. I think i'm being avoided but i dont care, these are the 2 weeks where i am gonna focus on homework and getting better. Screw friends lol. i was hangin out with my sis yesterday and i hear my mom yell 'Kas, look out the window, your friends are hanging out." dont worry, i got used to the not wanting to hang out thing already. but since everyone else's journal is all angsty which i dunno why since you people are the ones that start all the drama, i'm gonna say that i dont want to deal with this drama anymore and i'm glad i dont have to. Dont hate me, i'm just pissed off from family problems....
now for those of you who've been asking, I got my schedule fixed and this is it.
1.Chem-perekupka (Wed.Lab)
2.Gym-patrizi
3.history-becker
4.lunch
5.english-hyland
6.chorus-berger
7.precalc&trig-maurkoer
8.spanish-fendo
Laters :o)
ps.i'm having major bsb withdraw, call me a dork, but i'm not-they're my past time