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so i just got home from rapit up with my favorite girls, mad, bon, lauren, and nads!!! it was great!!!
how good is rapit up?!?!?!
life it ok at the moment...it seems that everything is sorted out with my friend, so that is good...
but my mother is being a total idiot lately!!!
ugh
it makes me mad...well more sad, coz we never get along anymore...
she always thinks that i am doing something wrong and like when ever i am on the phone or the net or messaging someone she is always like "who is that??" like i am doing something wrong...
she is driving me nuts and i am finding it hard to live at home...i wana leave but i cant leave my sisters...my nonna (grandma) said that i can go there whenever i want...she already had a room for me, and i am seriously considering it...i cant handle all this fighting!
the only thing that is stopping me, well only two things, is that my sisters wont be there, and also she will hardly let me out, or always make me come home early...
but coming home early looks fair better than being upset all the time, and yelled at, and put down, being compared to my angelic sisters ALL THE TIME...it is really starting to get me down all the time and no one understands..
this is seriously making my life miserable and is affecting all aspects of my life- my school, my friends (coz i am always sad), my relationship with my sisters...and that is just the beginning...
anyway i shouldnt complain...i am sure that there are people out there in far worse situations than me..
i have had my cry and i wont shed anymore tears on the person that is meant to be my mother..
my friends and sisters are the best
xXx
how good is rapit up?!?!?!
life it ok at the moment...it seems that everything is sorted out with my friend, so that is good...
but my mother is being a total idiot lately!!!
ugh
it makes me mad...well more sad, coz we never get along anymore...
she always thinks that i am doing something wrong and like when ever i am on the phone or the net or messaging someone she is always like "who is that??" like i am doing something wrong...
she is driving me nuts and i am finding it hard to live at home...i wana leave but i cant leave my sisters...my nonna (grandma) said that i can go there whenever i want...she already had a room for me, and i am seriously considering it...i cant handle all this fighting!
the only thing that is stopping me, well only two things, is that my sisters wont be there, and also she will hardly let me out, or always make me come home early...
but coming home early looks fair better than being upset all the time, and yelled at, and put down, being compared to my angelic sisters ALL THE TIME...it is really starting to get me down all the time and no one understands..
this is seriously making my life miserable and is affecting all aspects of my life- my school, my friends (coz i am always sad), my relationship with my sisters...and that is just the beginning...
anyway i shouldnt complain...i am sure that there are people out there in far worse situations than me..
i have had my cry and i wont shed anymore tears on the person that is meant to be my mother..
my friends and sisters are the best
xXx