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Center. Center. Focus. Self. Self. Deep Breaths.
Im giving up precious moments to have a glimpse of things that will never come. I took a really long bath tonight...I needed it..I didnt want to go out..i didnt need to go out. I needed to ground myself. Get Back To Basics. Im tired of flying through emotions and guys now. Yeah Ive gotten back to my eMotion stage again. I think I can go back to being calm now. Without the need and compulsion to see Them, or Him, and maybe even Him..no Im not done with that last Him lol. Not until he proves me wrong" so to quote christy in a way, and pushes me away. Oh wait haha hes already kinda doing that....Good times Good Times *nods* Yuup..Fucking Ya Hoo Bitches...*sigh*
and yes Ps to melissa specifically..Im sorry I didnt end up coming..you can be angry with me, I know my priorities are fucked right now.
Im giving up precious moments to have a glimpse of things that will never come. I took a really long bath tonight...I needed it..I didnt want to go out..i didnt need to go out. I needed to ground myself. Get Back To Basics. Im tired of flying through emotions and guys now. Yeah Ive gotten back to my eMotion stage again. I think I can go back to being calm now. Without the need and compulsion to see Them, or Him, and maybe even Him..no Im not done with that last Him lol. Not until he proves me wrong" so to quote christy in a way, and pushes me away. Oh wait haha hes already kinda doing that....Good times Good Times *nods* Yuup..Fucking Ya Hoo Bitches...*sigh*
and yes Ps to melissa specifically..Im sorry I didnt end up coming..you can be angry with me, I know my priorities are fucked right now.