Jul 10, 2005 12:59
Sorry for not updating for so long. And I thought that I was dead. My internet got disconnected, and now I'm back online. Hoho..
A lot has happened for the past few weeks. Internal affairs and external affairs. I don't know. Maybe this going to Uni this early is a bad idea. Lots of my friends tell me matrix is fun. Or, form 6 is fun.
Seriously, I didn't actually choose where I want to go, or what I want to do. I just follow orders, and act as if I'm exited (interestingly, my brain adapt quite fast, so my acting become interested instead). When I first got the offer from UTP, mom made me sit down and ask what do I want, while holding the envelope in her hands. And, before I explain, she said, you know, this (pointing at the offer letter) is what we both want you to get for a long time. You don't have to worry about everything, just study because everything is paid for. Don't worry, after graduate then do what you like. So, basically, it's not my choice, and what the HECk. No time to be choosy.
Tomorrow, I will be going to Regency Hotel, for the Scholarship receiving Ceremony. Sigh...
P-chan... P-chan is a different story. I don't know. So many things happened. Maybe I worry too much. I guess, when in Uni, i should learn to relax a little. Sometimes I feel like I dont care anymore..Argh... brain hurts.. P-CHAN!!!!!!! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW???!?!!!!!!!
Anyway, I'm leaving for perak this wednesday. but dinner first in kuching. God knows I'm packing my whole wardrobe.