but really, what were you thinking?

[rianthegoddess]

"what we see depends on what we're looking for."

that's what the sign read.
do you think so?
do we only see what we want to see?

can't we see other things? like the truth? the reality?

i suppose we make our reality

WE'RE THE MAKERS OF MEANING!

so, it should be easy to make life what you wan, if only you know what you want. then you can decide your reality.

i'm not sure the world, my life is full of infinite choices.

actually i'm certain it's not.
if it were i would choose certain things not to happen.
or i would choose not to react to certain things.
i'm sure that would make life easier.

perhaps i'm taking an easy way out of this lifeforce responsibility shit.

you know, i'm not bitter.
i'm just disappointed.