The Appointment that was...
Well, its been a week, I suppose its about time I take the time to update you all. My doctor appointment went well. I had a hard time finding the place and I was scared as anything... but it went and its over with and for now I don't have to think about it. The results that they got back immediately were all clean. The big scary ones they have to wait three weeks for... so I will hear about those Oct. 12. She said I didn't have any scarring or permanent damage down there, so that's good. I have another appointment in Nov for more tests... pap smear and maybe more blood work. This is all so scary, and yet, I need to just do it. I'm going to be a scientist. This is how scientists do things. *chin up, stiff upper lip and all that jazz* Sorry I haven't posted this yet... I didn't really know what to post. I was really afraid I would dissasociate on the table... thank goodness that didn't happen! Anyhow, here's the update, and now that all this is over with, maybe life can become more normal. Maybe I can handle things better. I hope so. I want to put this in my past.