baby, it's cold outside

Nov 28, 2007 18:37

Smiley?

I have officially applied to three schools. Hitting that submit button is oh-so-satisfying. Trainer-in-training is going well, too. It's not much work, but it does take up time, but it's fun (with the exception of a few jocks who are just plain baffled to see me there...actually, that's fun too).

Not-so-smiley?

I've realized that I thought Nobles would be the perfect place for me when I first entered and as I near my end, I've finally come to the conclusion that it's let me down and discouraged me in every way possible. With the exception of one person, there is no one like me. And finding time to spend with that person has become easier said than done. Unless I dress like them or act like them, nobody bothers to even talk to me. I just plain don't belong there.

And the thought of finding what I think is the perfect college, only to have this disappointment happen all over again, scares me to the point of tears.
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