Aug 25, 2003 21:50
You're my livin proof my love is alive and not dead..
I honestly would love for people to look at me and be like "Woah! There goes that intelligent, beautiful young woman constantly working on molding herself into something more than I'll ever be able to comprehend."
And I'd love to work on getting my life together. Because I'm so DAMN tired of it just being out there.
And I hate being mellow now. Every single one of my fucking friends are hyper everyday- and there I am. Everyone thinks I'm depressed.
I want to be the loud girl. I want to be the loudest person you've ever had the opportunity to meet. I want to be funny. And energetic. And always have something to say about something, without being annoyingly talkative.
And I want to have the initiative to read more. I absolutely love reading. So why don't I? Lack of books and transportation to the library, I suppose.
For my birthday, I need to remind everyone and everyone for books and more books and body jewelry. Haha, it's all like 9587 months away. Hm.
Okay. Fuck you, and byebye.