Aug 28, 2007 03:41
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Who painted my apartment purple? And the city, who changed that? I certainly didn't. In less I sleep walk, which I have been known to do when living, but I still couldn't have moved because I would probably be dead right now.
Or what if I was just lucky and I have in fact been sleep walking the entirety of my undead new existence? Now that would put me in a fix. I could die any day now and there would be nothing I could do about it. ... If Axel were here I would SO TELL HIM that he's led me to my doom because he didn't consider certain possibilities that were entirely possible.
At least it's not day or anything. But where am I?
This better not mean I gotta start sleeping in a coffin. Can you imagine how many nightmares that would cause? You're asleep, dreaming about scary things like being dead, you wake up and you're in a coffin! And you can't say you're not dead in my case, but there is the chance you might not be in the coffin you slept in because someone might have taken you out and buried you alive. And there's nothing you can do because you forget your a vampire and you think your gonna die and you panic because you can't run away!
I think ... "my kind" has to figure something out. Because that's not going to work for me.