Dec 24, 2004 23:27
im ready for the armageddon. we need...er well mabe i just need something big to happen. something to change the world in one big swoop. alien attack, a zillion natural disasters, world war 3. i dunno. something that would drive the survivng morons back into the wilderness living as animals, and push the survivors who are worth a damn into the next chapter of earths existence. i just want to be a part of something huge. i dont want to be some guy who made a better mouse trap. i want to be te mother fucker who discovered fire.
im quitting the taxi life. im a full time care taker for my mom now. i will need a part time night job or something... but i will be getting out more now...after gramma leaves that is... i wish i could even begin to explain how far under my skin shes gotten. i love her, shes my gramma, but when she goes back home, my life will be soo much easier. i get to play santa this year. wrapping all the presents, filling stalkings after everyones in bed. putting labels on the presents(ive never done that) oh and bows. getting high and eating left over chocolate. this will be the first time in years that i havent been at a waffle house when it turned christmas. i think being here is even more depressing than being at waffle house. if you live in michigan and you dont come see me at alvins on new years eve i will cry. but only cause that means you missed the highlife play.