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I think I figured more stuff out and since none of my good friends i talk about this stuff w/ have called me lately I'll share in here. I think the reason I talk to all these guys that I dont even like is because the ones I do are unattainable. I also noticed i tend to like guys that have kids or are taken. I took a test the other day about "why are you single" It said I dont want to give up my independents that i worked so hard to get. which i guess is true. Ok more on the guys w/ kids it might be i want them cuz i want kids but its not a good time for me to have them myself but the guys w/ kids tend to want to settle down more long term and im not really down for that. all i wanna do is date ive never done that or been in a relationship i suck. And as for the taken guys like the saying goes you always want what you cant have. And the if im goin after unattainable guys then I wont be able to date which means i wont sacrifice my independents. so this means i suck big time! Ok i'm done i guess w/ my drama.