Jan 01, 2008 06:05
That Icon. what a happy day that was.
Not at all like the last few days, hell, the last few weeks.
There's nothing genuine about your behavior. It's not you. not like I know you.
So the correct response to your statement "You don't care about me anymore." is:
Yeah, I do, but not by much.
It still doesn't seem, like we're together for the mutual benefit of the both of us.
I don't care how many times you've said it, I still feel that way. and feelings register far more than words ever will with me.
I'm missing something. part of me was missing, and now that I'm starting to assert myself, you are resisting. is that just coincidence? I don't believe so. This is a serious test. Whatever happens. I love you. one way or another.
Even if that love feels misplaced. is that okay? I seem to have lost myself... It's hard to keep my thoughts in control, especially regarding you.. I HATE how you have been acting. but looking at you cry makes me hate myself more. is THAT okay? I hate myself sometimes.
I will never feel worth how you make me feel, and I will never forgive you for driving such an oddly colored wedge between us.
At least pick one that I can stand to look at.
wolf,
girls,
sadness,
lack of sleep.