the break up: volume 2
yes it's over. again.
this time however, it's probably for good. and probably not for best. but there wasn't much of a choice.
i thought i would be able to deal with not seeing krystal that often. i was wrong. and even as it appeared we were going to give up, i was still trying to tell myself .. and her .. that i could get used to it.
but really. i shouldn't fucking have to. i needed to hear that from her. she can't give me what i want. and she shouldn't have to feel bad about that.
but deep down. i still wanted her to tell me she'd see me more. no matter what it takes. it wouldn't be the best thing. eventually it would spell disaster. but i still wanted to hear it.
when my mom agrees with my girlfriend though .. well that tells me it's probably right.
but what krystal doesn't know is that my mom doesn't think we should give up. thanks mom .. too late.
not much you can do when something so great just doesn't work. especially when resolving something so simple becomes so complex.
so yeah. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. i'll shed many tears over this one.
this time however, it's probably for good. and probably not for best. but there wasn't much of a choice.
i thought i would be able to deal with not seeing krystal that often. i was wrong. and even as it appeared we were going to give up, i was still trying to tell myself .. and her .. that i could get used to it.
but really. i shouldn't fucking have to. i needed to hear that from her. she can't give me what i want. and she shouldn't have to feel bad about that.
but deep down. i still wanted her to tell me she'd see me more. no matter what it takes. it wouldn't be the best thing. eventually it would spell disaster. but i still wanted to hear it.
when my mom agrees with my girlfriend though .. well that tells me it's probably right.
but what krystal doesn't know is that my mom doesn't think we should give up. thanks mom .. too late.
not much you can do when something so great just doesn't work. especially when resolving something so simple becomes so complex.
so yeah. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. i'll shed many tears over this one.