bleh.
so today i was thinking about myself while i was shopping/studying lol. i'm going on a hardcore diet and exercise fiasco. i think i've been so unhappy about my weight for so long that i've found comfort in my fattiness? lol doesn't really make sense but i understand it and i think thats good enough..so long as one person does and thats okay if it includes me. i wish i had a really good workout partner that won't let me fall off my workout wagon!! haha i only have myself i guess.
peesssssss. i'm confused about someone or something that is nothing? ahh..i don't wanna jinx and i'm probably crazy cuz it's nothing?..yup thats it. eff it. i need to concentrate on myself as vain as that sounds but its true :)
peesssssss. i'm confused about someone or something that is nothing? ahh..i don't wanna jinx and i'm probably crazy cuz it's nothing?..yup thats it. eff it. i need to concentrate on myself as vain as that sounds but its true :)