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Many many things have happened since I last wrote.
Things came to a head with my boyfriend, we just weren't capable of fixing all the damage alone, and while there was a period of about 2 days where I was single, we have started seeing a couples psychologist so that he can learn to cope with my anxiety and we can start communicating again. I've been living in my parents new house with them since the 5th, but will be moving back home this weekend, and already things are starting to change, which is good but naturally will be a challenge for me over the coming months.
I'm also seeing a new psych who has already identified so many things that were going unnoticed, so hopefully he can help me get my anxiety under control again. So that is a plus.
Lots of things are going to change around the house too. With all this spare time we will have now that we aren't being so hostile, we are going to move things around, have a massive spring clean, even ask if we can paint the place. Much cleansing of the space, which will be important.
On another note, while my writing has stalled, I have enrolled in a creative writing major with university, that hopefully will start this week. I'm only doing two courses a semester, since I only have two days off a week, and will be starting with creative writing and philosophy. I'm excited and nervous, but feel good that I am doing something.
All in all, there will be a lot of changes coming. Very exciting.
Things came to a head with my boyfriend, we just weren't capable of fixing all the damage alone, and while there was a period of about 2 days where I was single, we have started seeing a couples psychologist so that he can learn to cope with my anxiety and we can start communicating again. I've been living in my parents new house with them since the 5th, but will be moving back home this weekend, and already things are starting to change, which is good but naturally will be a challenge for me over the coming months.
I'm also seeing a new psych who has already identified so many things that were going unnoticed, so hopefully he can help me get my anxiety under control again. So that is a plus.
Lots of things are going to change around the house too. With all this spare time we will have now that we aren't being so hostile, we are going to move things around, have a massive spring clean, even ask if we can paint the place. Much cleansing of the space, which will be important.
On another note, while my writing has stalled, I have enrolled in a creative writing major with university, that hopefully will start this week. I'm only doing two courses a semester, since I only have two days off a week, and will be starting with creative writing and philosophy. I'm excited and nervous, but feel good that I am doing something.
All in all, there will be a lot of changes coming. Very exciting.