but i still love seattle.
TODAY SUCKED
well okay no, this afternoon was great. Miss_arel showed me around the U District and we chatted with a v. cute irishman who wanted us to sponsor children (Jessi did, i don't currently have income, so i took paperwork and will do it once i DO have a job and a place to live) and then i hung out with her and wonderseal at their apartment and it was very nice, ignoring the occasional funny feelings in my head but more on that in a moment.
And then I took the 44 home by myself, had the misfortune of sitting next to a very unhappy crazy lady who had to unload all of her problems with her landlord on me and tell me i'm stupid for moving here and will hate this city in two months and then i got off the bus at the wrong stop in my hurry to get away from her and got TREMENDOUSLY LOST and then realized the funny feelings in my head were because my cellphone being missing means that i haven't been taking my pills the past few days, and i was having withdrawal and experiencing the lovely fun of brain zaps! and then i had a massive panic attack but managed to not pass out from hyperventilating or throw up on anyone's front steps before i made it home.
but yeah. iPod still mia. cellphone has been gone since monday. laptop is completely dead for reasons beyond my understanding. mother keeps emailing me with very useless emails involving her not getting things done to help me deal with my only means of communication all simultaneously failing.
sort of want to hole up and cry, but that will only give me a headache.
also idk if it's my lactose intolerance hating on cheese now, or stress or whatever, but my stomach has been seriously hating on me the past couple of days.
ps, seattlites that i had plans with for this weekend, preemptive warning: i may bail in favor of hiding in my room and crying. we'll see how i feel tomorrow.
well okay no, this afternoon was great. Miss_arel showed me around the U District and we chatted with a v. cute irishman who wanted us to sponsor children (Jessi did, i don't currently have income, so i took paperwork and will do it once i DO have a job and a place to live) and then i hung out with her and wonderseal at their apartment and it was very nice, ignoring the occasional funny feelings in my head but more on that in a moment.
And then I took the 44 home by myself, had the misfortune of sitting next to a very unhappy crazy lady who had to unload all of her problems with her landlord on me and tell me i'm stupid for moving here and will hate this city in two months and then i got off the bus at the wrong stop in my hurry to get away from her and got TREMENDOUSLY LOST and then realized the funny feelings in my head were because my cellphone being missing means that i haven't been taking my pills the past few days, and i was having withdrawal and experiencing the lovely fun of brain zaps! and then i had a massive panic attack but managed to not pass out from hyperventilating or throw up on anyone's front steps before i made it home.
but yeah. iPod still mia. cellphone has been gone since monday. laptop is completely dead for reasons beyond my understanding. mother keeps emailing me with very useless emails involving her not getting things done to help me deal with my only means of communication all simultaneously failing.
sort of want to hole up and cry, but that will only give me a headache.
also idk if it's my lactose intolerance hating on cheese now, or stress or whatever, but my stomach has been seriously hating on me the past couple of days.
ps, seattlites that i had plans with for this weekend, preemptive warning: i may bail in favor of hiding in my room and crying. we'll see how i feel tomorrow.