tl;dr: I have writers block
I think I've forgotten how to write. Or maybe I didn't really know how to begin with.
I've got this beautiful scene in my head - it's been there for days - and I cannot for the life of me get it down on paper adequately, and it's driving me mad. I have become so fucking ineloquent and creatively stagnant and frustrated with any attempt to be creative. The only finished bit of writing I've done in months is a bit of Baccano fic I wrote for pie last night. It wasn't bad, really (though I do think I've lost my touch for writing sex).. It's just... I want to write. That's what I want to do with my life, above and beyond every other plan and passing fancy. And it's frustrating as hell when I almost can't even write just for the sake of putting words on paper anymore. No matter what I try, nothing works to get the words to come out the way they used to.
...'ve lost my train of thought
blah.
I've got this beautiful scene in my head - it's been there for days - and I cannot for the life of me get it down on paper adequately, and it's driving me mad. I have become so fucking ineloquent and creatively stagnant and frustrated with any attempt to be creative. The only finished bit of writing I've done in months is a bit of Baccano fic I wrote for pie last night. It wasn't bad, really (though I do think I've lost my touch for writing sex).. It's just... I want to write. That's what I want to do with my life, above and beyond every other plan and passing fancy. And it's frustrating as hell when I almost can't even write just for the sake of putting words on paper anymore. No matter what I try, nothing works to get the words to come out the way they used to.
...'ve lost my train of thought
blah.