I'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on...

[rhyko]

I'm sick of people believing I'm in it for "action". I have enough problems with females that I don't really need to complicate things. In the past I've fucked up with it, but I have hopefully learned my lesson. As far as only talking to someone for a long time just because I'm trying to get ass, what are you thinking? My attention span isn't long enough and my list of willing sex partners isn't short enough for me to sit and try to get ass by being nice to you. First off, that never works. Secondly, we're in college, it's not exactly hard to find a willing sex partner. Third, it's not me to sit and wait for someone. My life is too short for me to waste it on waiting. I've done it before and it's not exactly my favorite thing to sit around and hate myself for 2 years, it's not my scene anymore. Perhaps the problem is that most females, and human beings for that matter, don't understand that someone can be your friend and not expect anything in return. Maybe the vast majority of people out there should stop blaming their anger at themselves on the rest of society, especially the ones who try to be your friend and try to make you realize that you are worth something to them. Just wake up and realize what is actually going on in your life is not anywhere close to how horrible you think it is. I really hate writing journal entries like this, but I'm not going to sit around and be silent while people judge me for things that they don't understand, or think they understand and don't confront me about.

I'm 20 now...I think it's time I stopped acting like a teenager.