and my body finally slowed down like a restless machine running 24/7.
pak! i really work 24/7, literally...that's why
uncontrollably, i fell asleep at 5pm and woke up at 9pm, with my stomach,
grumbling for food. jeez, my body doesnt want rest, IT NEEDS REST.
putangina, sobrang pagod na ako. without the exclamation points, as i say it without force
para bang pwede na akong ma-rape na hindi pumapalag.
sa sobrang pagod
all i can say and do now is type like a lifeless robot in
2046. staring at the pc.
huhuhuhu, gusto ko nang magpahinga, so i can play the piano, write, continue lessons with photography, shoot, teach, and play touch-taya like kids do.
i wanna be a kid again, i wanna play and enjoy my youth before my body wears out.and play and play and play and play. before time would steal my young spirit away.
i want to spend one whole day doing nothing, in UP on a sunday afternoon, sipping tea.hot tea, cold tea, kahit anong tea-tea na yan. and just stare blankly. . . . . .
SIGH. . . . . .
give me a break Lord.
sige, paalam muna.