i have a bad bad feeling.
about this new tara roomate girl (yes her name is tara as well. she will be henceforth refered to as taratwo). she moving shit in right now. joe fucking went to highschool with her and did not have a good reaction to knowing that she was going to be living iwth me. now that makes me skeptical enough but also last night before joe even made it over, we were discussing prorating emily's room so that tara can move in earlier than the first and emily can get some money back since she isnt here anymore. unless im completely off my rocker and motherfucking dense it seems to me that the easiest way to make everyone happy would be for taratwo to cut a check of hte prorated rent for the nights she wants to be her and we can forward that over to emily. but taratwo 'thinks' that she shouldnt have to pay for the six extra days of the month she would be living here and instead we should take it out of emily's deposit.
what?
first of all, back the fuck off, that really is none of yoru business discussing taking away money from emily's deposit, second ummm excuse me? It doesnt matter, you moved in six days before the first, you need to fucking pay for it. so i said that, except without the cuss words, but stil with a lot of attitude becuase well, thats a really rude stance to take on something.
anyways joe says she is a drama queen. great. oh well, though. if it gets bad emily has said she would move in with me.
in other news, yesterday i celebrated cesar chavez day. yes, it is quite clear now that yesterday was not cesar chavez day, but i say whatever to that. it was a monday, tequilla was plentiful, why not celebrate! the night was kind of weird though. tara's ER friends were over, one with her little daughter who is so freaking cute. we colored together and then she wouldnt leave me alone so i tried to sic her on joe. that didnt work too well even though she loved joe from the moment he stepped through the door. Tara thinks the other ER friend has a crush on me. I'm not so sure about that. He is this guy who translates for the ER and gave me a hard time last week about not knowing his name. He convinced me that not only was a jerk for forgeting his name but that i was crazy becuase i dont even remember being introduced to him. anyways, i ran into him at a bar on saturday and apologized(again) for not knowing his name. a bit later, when i was sitting by myself while emily was having a social smoke, he came up and started chatting with me. or, actually i think it was me chatting at him becuase i apparently told him my whole dance lesson history. He doesnt fucking drink. so while this guy was sipping on water, i was dowing a tequilla sunrise and yabbering away.
ugh. i am such a dork.
anyways, i didnt htink much of it but he came over last night and tara kind of teased me about him crushing on me, but really dont think he does. but last night it was iffy for a second. everyone else left but him and when it was just him and i watching some movie he decided to start giving me a hard time about my lack of dancing skills. he wanted me to bust a move. HELL MOTHERFUCKING NO. first of all, NO. second of all, i dont dance on command, third he is apparentlya superb dancer, so NO NO NO NO NO. anyways he was busy trying to find music for me to dance to and it was kind of funny because I'm stubbornd and i wasnt giving up. then he had me dance with him. like slow dance. that was kind of cute, except well it would have been adorable if it were a different situation. As in if he didnt have two babie's mama's (WHAT!??!!?) and ummm i totally thought he was gay for a bit. but he drives a lexus and a motorcycle. thats not usually a plus for me, but its kind of cool. Excpet im pretty sure he doenst like me, and even if he does i'm not sure i like him. although he is kind of fun to banter with.
also, (i totally feel like a middle schooler with all this boy talk but i dont care)my bosses cousin is in town for the week and totally lickable. he is so cute. joe told me and i didnt beleive him, but i am seriously excited to go into work now. he came in and was really shy but i guess i have a gift when it comes to breaking people out of thier shells becuase i get fucking bored and make them talk to me. Anyways, he is from colorado and fucking SO CUTE and during summers he lives in ireland (his dad is irish. and british. and american. triple citizen ship. crazy!) and works at a pub. and during the year he goes to school studying business. and he is really cute. he blushes. ack! really im thinking i felt some serious baby butterflies in my stomach today when i gave him some gum and he said "gosh amber i dont know what id do without you. you cure my thai food breathe and you teach me how to tear paper"
and then we had sex.
ok, only in my head.
but really, he is so adorable.
what?
first of all, back the fuck off, that really is none of yoru business discussing taking away money from emily's deposit, second ummm excuse me? It doesnt matter, you moved in six days before the first, you need to fucking pay for it. so i said that, except without the cuss words, but stil with a lot of attitude becuase well, thats a really rude stance to take on something.
anyways joe says she is a drama queen. great. oh well, though. if it gets bad emily has said she would move in with me.
in other news, yesterday i celebrated cesar chavez day. yes, it is quite clear now that yesterday was not cesar chavez day, but i say whatever to that. it was a monday, tequilla was plentiful, why not celebrate! the night was kind of weird though. tara's ER friends were over, one with her little daughter who is so freaking cute. we colored together and then she wouldnt leave me alone so i tried to sic her on joe. that didnt work too well even though she loved joe from the moment he stepped through the door. Tara thinks the other ER friend has a crush on me. I'm not so sure about that. He is this guy who translates for the ER and gave me a hard time last week about not knowing his name. He convinced me that not only was a jerk for forgeting his name but that i was crazy becuase i dont even remember being introduced to him. anyways, i ran into him at a bar on saturday and apologized(again) for not knowing his name. a bit later, when i was sitting by myself while emily was having a social smoke, he came up and started chatting with me. or, actually i think it was me chatting at him becuase i apparently told him my whole dance lesson history. He doesnt fucking drink. so while this guy was sipping on water, i was dowing a tequilla sunrise and yabbering away.
ugh. i am such a dork.
anyways, i didnt htink much of it but he came over last night and tara kind of teased me about him crushing on me, but really dont think he does. but last night it was iffy for a second. everyone else left but him and when it was just him and i watching some movie he decided to start giving me a hard time about my lack of dancing skills. he wanted me to bust a move. HELL MOTHERFUCKING NO. first of all, NO. second of all, i dont dance on command, third he is apparentlya superb dancer, so NO NO NO NO NO. anyways he was busy trying to find music for me to dance to and it was kind of funny because I'm stubbornd and i wasnt giving up. then he had me dance with him. like slow dance. that was kind of cute, except well it would have been adorable if it were a different situation. As in if he didnt have two babie's mama's (WHAT!??!!?) and ummm i totally thought he was gay for a bit. but he drives a lexus and a motorcycle. thats not usually a plus for me, but its kind of cool. Excpet im pretty sure he doenst like me, and even if he does i'm not sure i like him. although he is kind of fun to banter with.
also, (i totally feel like a middle schooler with all this boy talk but i dont care)my bosses cousin is in town for the week and totally lickable. he is so cute. joe told me and i didnt beleive him, but i am seriously excited to go into work now. he came in and was really shy but i guess i have a gift when it comes to breaking people out of thier shells becuase i get fucking bored and make them talk to me. Anyways, he is from colorado and fucking SO CUTE and during summers he lives in ireland (his dad is irish. and british. and american. triple citizen ship. crazy!) and works at a pub. and during the year he goes to school studying business. and he is really cute. he blushes. ack! really im thinking i felt some serious baby butterflies in my stomach today when i gave him some gum and he said "gosh amber i dont know what id do without you. you cure my thai food breathe and you teach me how to tear paper"
and then we had sex.
ok, only in my head.
but really, he is so adorable.