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This week has been okay so far. I've been trying to keep myself busy to get my mind off of Ben. Last night I went to Harry's with Foe, Dingo, and Plumin'. We had fun. Depontoes works there, did not know that. Then we went to Ryan's to hang out because it was his 21st birthday. But he wasn't there. He was at 6-pockets with Tj and Derrick. But it was fun hanging out with them. They are so crazy. I think that Foe's trying to get back with me. But I wouldn't because I don't look at him like that. Plus, he's not cute AT ALL! But hopefully, tonight will be fun. I'm supposed to go to Crazy Horse with Jen, Crystal and some others that I don't know. I wish that I didn't have to work tomorrow because everyone's going to Bourbon for Ryan's birthday. But I guess that I'll make it up to him this weekend.
I'm glad that I get to hang out with my friends again since Ben and I called it quits. I don't really think about it too much until I lie down to go to sleep. But I'm never able to go to sleep right away because I think about him. I still have all of our pictures up in my room. IS THAT PATHETIC? I think it is, but I just don't want to take them down because they remind me of the good times that we had together. Like Ben said last time we broke up, If we're meant to be together, we'll be together in the future when we both mature. But for now, IT'S PARTY TIME FOR ME!