May 31, 2009 22:59
I am not in the mood to be a lifelong dieter.
How did i get to the point where i had to diet for a lifetime. fuckkkkk
but even sader, i feel really fecken good when i was 150.. I m not a beautiful girl..pretty maybe and thats just cause I have amazing eyes...really they do rock and being slimmer...(note i did not say thin...HAHAHA, like that will ever happen)
helps in my self esteem..which is pretty shot still after 13 years of dealing shit marriage.
So whin whin...blah blah. I want to go for a swim then have a beer.....Shelly grab your suit