i really don't understand lj.

i don't think i have any friends on this, i don't think anyones reading anything i ever write, so i'm thinking its really pointless.

a bunch of new people seem to have lots of friends.

if you're new-add me! i'm new too!

i'm so impatient. i really need to work on it ( Read more... )

go to withthis.livejournal.com

i'm so exhausted ( Read more... )

well i was binging and i decided i just wanted to write everything i was thinking/feeling so i opened up a microsoft word but when i wrote it on paper it didn't make as much sense as in my head ( Read more... )

And why do I deserve this life rather than someone else rather then a malnourished child or an innocent victim of homicide is it luck am I lucky but then if I’m so lucky to be here and be a live with a roof over my head why am I unhappy why am I not satisfied why am I lonely if I’m supposted to be happy happy that I have this life at all happy that ( Read more... )