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ancient old feelings fit in here. its almost october, my bones are always cold already and im currently living between class, photo lab, the gym, valanni, tech center and somehow still pw. i havent spent more than 6 hours in my own bed in three weeks.
also, all i feel like doing is jumping on a plane and hiding out in florida for a few days. i couldnt be doing better for myself here but i just want to do everything possible to sabotage the perfect relationship im in with adam and just fucking tear my hair out and hide.
my mentor larry at school told me to just eat a lot of klonapin and chill out already. a funny joke. he also referred me to an intership at nylon i actually could stand a chance in hell at getting but IM TOO FUCKING BUSY ALREADY. vaggfurwbg.
also, all i feel like doing is jumping on a plane and hiding out in florida for a few days. i couldnt be doing better for myself here but i just want to do everything possible to sabotage the perfect relationship im in with adam and just fucking tear my hair out and hide.
my mentor larry at school told me to just eat a lot of klonapin and chill out already. a funny joke. he also referred me to an intership at nylon i actually could stand a chance in hell at getting but IM TOO FUCKING BUSY ALREADY. vaggfurwbg.