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Well, It's been a good long time since i began writing on here again. I have to admit that it does feel really good. I almost don't even know where to begin. I'd have to say that this mishap I call an OWI has been somewhat of an eye opener even though I feel that three beers and driving never hurt anyone. Especially stone-cold sober. Luckily, my parents and the whole situation hasn't been as bad as it could of been. So i'm grateful. Not having my license has been a bitch though. I have one more month to tough out this shit and then it won't be as bad.
Here in a few weeks, I have to set up my decision to become a Nurse. Pretty exciting shit to me. I'm very fortunate that getting arrested hasn't effected it much. The only thing that really has made worse is my social life. I'm lucky if two of my friends see me once a week. It's really dumb. To fill in my time, i've been downloading so much good music and working out 5 to 6 days a week. But back to Nursing, I'm either going to go to St. Elizabeth or Ivy Tech. I'm leaning towards Ivy tech because its cheaper. At least for this first Fall Semester.
I don't understand what it is about January through April that people we know have to pass away. Three people that I know of decently well have died and it's kind of mind-blowing to me. Kind of freaks me out to be honest. I mean what if next year i'm the next on the list by some freak accident you know? I sure hope not but it's so spontaneous like that. It's just so odd that right before the Spring arrives, I have to deal with that. Every Year.
Another thing that is crazy is this Episode of Growing older. Jesus Christ. You take today and go back 3 years and tell me if you could of guessed how everything was going to play out with the people you know. Getting older is scary. I mean 24 is coming around the bend for me and that's fucking old to me. I'm one year away from Mid-30. What the fuck. Everyone seems to have less time with everyone too. Well it seems that way for my ballpark. I miss being around so many people. I feel like i didn't take the small hangouts more to the fullest i guess.
My dad finally got a job after being without one since October. Never in my life could I of pictured what our 3 piece family has been through these past 6 months. Kind of took a toll on me after awhile as much as they felt. You have no idea how heartbroken I was when i got arrested for a license plate light was out. He tried hard to get out of the car business with a degree from Ball state but it didn't work. He's at York here in Crawfordsville. He feels like he's on vacation because his drive is like 5 minutes away instead of an hour and he doesn't have to work long hours like he used to. I'm proud of him. I have to say for my parents being 50, they don't look a tad like it. I guess how active our family is pays off.
I'm still single as usual. Hard telling when i'll break the barrier of a girlfriend. I don't believe she is around here for me. I have a feeling a lot of girls are too stupid to really see what i am and what i'm going to be. That's okay with me. I was never trying to play a part of being ideal to not be myself. I am who I am and i like it that way. Fuck, it's the way it should be.
I am pretty much won over by a wide mouth of Electronic Music. It's so...fucking awesome. Pretty much the entire label of Warp Records has been up my ass lately. Chris Clark and Flying Lotus is what i've been listening to a lot. I need a vacation though. This routine life I live is really driving me crazy. Another thing that drives me crazy is that I don't have a Digital Camera for some Dumb ass reason. I'm about to fix that because I never have enough pictures. They are always hand-me-downs from other people's cameras.
I've wrote enough tonight. Good Being back though.-Jeremy
Here in a few weeks, I have to set up my decision to become a Nurse. Pretty exciting shit to me. I'm very fortunate that getting arrested hasn't effected it much. The only thing that really has made worse is my social life. I'm lucky if two of my friends see me once a week. It's really dumb. To fill in my time, i've been downloading so much good music and working out 5 to 6 days a week. But back to Nursing, I'm either going to go to St. Elizabeth or Ivy Tech. I'm leaning towards Ivy tech because its cheaper. At least for this first Fall Semester.
I don't understand what it is about January through April that people we know have to pass away. Three people that I know of decently well have died and it's kind of mind-blowing to me. Kind of freaks me out to be honest. I mean what if next year i'm the next on the list by some freak accident you know? I sure hope not but it's so spontaneous like that. It's just so odd that right before the Spring arrives, I have to deal with that. Every Year.
Another thing that is crazy is this Episode of Growing older. Jesus Christ. You take today and go back 3 years and tell me if you could of guessed how everything was going to play out with the people you know. Getting older is scary. I mean 24 is coming around the bend for me and that's fucking old to me. I'm one year away from Mid-30. What the fuck. Everyone seems to have less time with everyone too. Well it seems that way for my ballpark. I miss being around so many people. I feel like i didn't take the small hangouts more to the fullest i guess.
My dad finally got a job after being without one since October. Never in my life could I of pictured what our 3 piece family has been through these past 6 months. Kind of took a toll on me after awhile as much as they felt. You have no idea how heartbroken I was when i got arrested for a license plate light was out. He tried hard to get out of the car business with a degree from Ball state but it didn't work. He's at York here in Crawfordsville. He feels like he's on vacation because his drive is like 5 minutes away instead of an hour and he doesn't have to work long hours like he used to. I'm proud of him. I have to say for my parents being 50, they don't look a tad like it. I guess how active our family is pays off.
I'm still single as usual. Hard telling when i'll break the barrier of a girlfriend. I don't believe she is around here for me. I have a feeling a lot of girls are too stupid to really see what i am and what i'm going to be. That's okay with me. I was never trying to play a part of being ideal to not be myself. I am who I am and i like it that way. Fuck, it's the way it should be.
I am pretty much won over by a wide mouth of Electronic Music. It's so...fucking awesome. Pretty much the entire label of Warp Records has been up my ass lately. Chris Clark and Flying Lotus is what i've been listening to a lot. I need a vacation though. This routine life I live is really driving me crazy. Another thing that drives me crazy is that I don't have a Digital Camera for some Dumb ass reason. I'm about to fix that because I never have enough pictures. They are always hand-me-downs from other people's cameras.
I've wrote enough tonight. Good Being back though.-Jeremy