I Was A Poor Little In The Lungs Of New York
i found this on my hard drive someone has good taste in pictures..
well it was that time of the day to write in my journal again.. im getting ready to go tanning for once its going to be so funny i havent done it in forever but ill be forever white anyways..
im a pretty happy guy right now.. i wake up every single morning with no reason to be sad.. ive been waiting very patiently for life to decide to treat me alright.. i feel so much better i could get presents for my family this year..
this weekend for me wasnt too exciting but i donno theres just sometimes when you want to take it easy because life feels like it beats on you.. ive been feeling like that lately til about friday or so.. it was like a huge turning point when i found out i got a bonus and stuff so i was soo excited to find that out! it feels like my friendship with my roomates since it turned into just the four of us has become soo cool.. it doesnt suck coming into my apartment because theres no worries trapped inside there anymore.. no doubts.. nothing but good times..
im trying to make myself go out more i feel like a mole that never comes out much anymore but i donno im finding reasons to now..
man i have this crush right now.. its blowing my mind.. ive been talking to her Non stop when it feels like no one is around and when i want to talk to someone shes there.. shes about the coolest chick ive talked to in awhile.. i doubt anyone knows her but i certainly do..well well shes on now :) i was just talking about her!
music is soo good its about that time of the year to figure out my favorite 5 albums of this year.. its getting a lot harder to decide now.. i keep finding more to kick my ass.. but its the way it should be!.. Bjork is being that way right now.. now whitey is stuck on her hard it sounds like.. ive heard medulla soo many times now its a common cd its pretty cool.. i bought this cd Gilles Peterson Digs America its one of the coolest cds ive ever owned.. im getting to be good friends with it.. check him out..
man im getting too mature i think.. like when i get to the thoughts of high school and now.. my life is drastically different in a good way of course.. but im loving this thing im learning from and growing as a human being called life.. its getting so crazy now.. thinking about what im about to do in the next two years.. im so nervously excited to see where im going to be in that time.. hopefully its something amazing.. but as long as i keep applying myself about things im sure it will be..
haha watts and whitey are going nuts on college basketball its the funniest thing im listening to music and i can hear them screaming over my headphones at that game.. i know how it goes thats for sure haha..
christmas is such a crazy time right now.. i have no idea what im going to get my parents right now.. its kind of bothering me but ive got a couple of ideas im going to look into tomorrow.. i feel like i owe them something really cool.. because it hasnt been the easiest year for the three of us..
Ryan Adams-29 comes out tomorrow.. i have it already but im buying it anyways.. its ryan adams.. i bought this movie the other day at Vons called Bodysong.. its probably the most graphic movie ive ever seen but i loved it.. its one of those independent films and the score was done by johnny from radiohead.. so i had to get it.. if you havent seen it yet.. i guess it depends on your taste but its a movie about as real as life really is.. its nuts..
i got my sigur ros ticket last night im sitting in row W im soo close im going to probably lose it when i see that show!
well i think i wrote enough today.. take it easy