life is all over the place.. but where do i come in?
Good Times Indeed!
well its been since thanksgiving since ive written in this guy.. but its been kind of a busy time for me.. getting my stuff ready for school and working two jobs.. its a bitch... but its been alright i guess.. drew moved out.. he doesnt talk to me anymore im not sure what his deal is but i wasnt about to tell em how to live his life.. so i guess hes doin other things that dont involve me anymore.. its really sad because i did my very best to keep him in line and to get him out of cville and thats what i get you know? but some things in life just change..
ive gotten to be more closer to my parents everyday it feels like.. they are a hoot especially my dad.. hes been killing me all week.. i had to go my job's christmas party on sunday it was soo funny.. i won a fuckin roller cooler and a 50 dollar gift card from simon so it wasnt so bad but it was so gay getting infront of everyone and recieving that stupid ass thing haha.. but it was fun getting all dressed up and seeing all my friends from work and laughing with em and just hanging out outside of work.. its been nice hanging out with older people on a regular basis..its making me a man in a way...
Our apartment just the four of us is absolutely badass.. i love sharing a room with mcpeak..its straight comedy..Whitey and watts have been enjoying it too like i can tell everyone loves being there again so im glad..haha so we met these two dudes from our apartment complex named eddie and jeff.. omg! i donno where to even start so im not goin to..they are fuckin something thats for sure..
ive been getting to hear some kickass music lately.. im really pumped about that new Ryan Adams-29 its a good cd but its not out yet im still going out and buying it..he needs to get back on tour so i can see it again maybe twice..ive been listening to too much classic Elton John.. i need to get a couple of his cds.. stat..
Its been nice having the net at my apartment again.. it sucks watts' computer decided to say fuck that right when we got it so we all share mine.. it sucks in a way but it keeps me from getting too glued to it i guess..
it was soo weird i got done working out and eating and i was just laying on my bed and i fell asleep and i swear i woke up at 1 am and thought it should of been morning but it definately wasnt! i was pissed kind of.. but oh well..
Christmas sucks.. i still havent got my shopping done.. im hoping to get it done depending on how much our rent is and shit.. i have no idea what to get my folks still..
i think i have a crush.. but its something i donno for sure it will work.. but im crazy about her.. she is soo kickass and she knows it! im just waiting for the right opportunity to find out if its good to go.. but in the meantime haha ive been talking to girls more than i ever have im not the least bit shy to find out where i stand when it comes to meeting people haha its kind of weird for me but its working..i guess for myself i needed to be more confident about what i do and when it comes to things i want like goals not just saying girls but mainly in my whole life.. like i put things off a lot and ive been avoiding being that way as much as i can..
its 4:30 am on a tuesday.. im soo pissed off im still up but oh well its been relaxing just kind of having the night all to myself and to just getting to write in this thing.. i need to do it more often again like when i did it when i was back at school.. well ive been trying to talk to people i havent got to talk to in like forever so call me up sometime take care