tonight was pretty cool
me and Lt (Lt was dressed as the whistlecore guy hahaha)
whats goin on guys.. i thought about writing in my journal because i have a lot on my mind and its time for me to come clean.. i read katelyns journal and found out she pretty much doesnt like me anymore.. so i went to a show tonight to pass some time and saw a change of pace, 4-seamer, and greeley estates it was pretty fuckin kickass for 5 bux.. so i was pretty excited about that.. i talked to an old friend named Shelby Ramey after the show and now im more eager to come home.. i guess just because i got one strike today doesnt mean i still cant get on base..
Tara byers is rocking my life.. i hung out with her before she went off to cali for spring break shes so hot.. its been nice sleeping in her bed this week.. i like her.. i must admit.. but the best part about it.. is mainly i dont care if it doesnt work out..i mean shes in the same boat as me as much as we are like exactly the same.. im not sweating over it like i did with katelyn.. i wish katelyn would figure out her life.. and not do this to me.. but if thats how she wants to roll on shabbas then so be it i guess.. i wont worry my life away anymore.. uhhhhhh nope..i cant wait for tomorrow.. im hanging out with drew and them.. oh man its going to be a night.. we had a blast the other day i donno if i can handle another night.. haha yeah i can.. i gotta get together with sean tomorrow night too its going to be cool period..
i cant wait to see my mom and dad.. my mom told me dads sick so im kind of worried ill get sick haha i better not damnit.. this week is going to be a journey.. im going to some shows.. im really getting into the hardcore scene somewhat lately.. which is cool with me.. i had a blast tonight.. next friday ill be in louisville to see atreyu unearth and norma jean.. and the night before that is throwdown that will be badass..
Leslie thanks for writing me in my journal.. you wouldnt believe how much i love hanging out with you.. your such a badass.. we need more people like you in america! haha my whole dorm is so quiet i could turn on some frank zappa full blast and noone would notice haha...
hanging out with Lt all the time is kickin ass.. im glad we are so tight.. hes like my best friend no doubt in my mind.. we never fight or anything just laugh all the time.. i keep meaning to upload some pictures on here but i dont have my camera here i have to pick it up tomorrow before i head out..
i think im coming back here monday or tuesday to hang out with LT cuz he will be here by himself.. he will probably just be chillin with Liz while im gone.. but anyways.. it was nice this week not worrying about finals like everyone else i had mine early so i was pretty fuckin excited to have em out of the way so i didnt have to do anything..
on the subject of being on my own.. life could be better but im not complaining this lifestyle im living now.. is nothing more than fun..i wanna go to california with them so bad but i cant afford to do that with no direction.. but it would be what i wanna do.. i guess..i wouldnt wanna do it to my parents.. they dont see me enough already you know? i donno all i wanna do is something out of the ordinary.. be something unique.. i did get another dream job.. im working merchandise for Matt wertz for the indiana show.. so ill be hanging out with him and fuckin andy davis.. talk about a fuckin good time im sure.. ill have my camera ready for that.. i donno it makes things like that.. make u wanna be a musician so bad..and not do anything but play music.. i listened to drew play the other night just doin instrumental stuff for like 45 mins.. it was badass.. i was pretty jealous..
Ive been talking to Josh howell lately online.. hes changed a lot too.. hes really into music now.. cool ass music.. thats what cali will do to you though.. ive been scouting out my tattoo plans and where and when i want it done.. it will be soon as my lip will be repierced.. im going on a wierd jeremy spree lately.. with like this huge change.. but you just get bored with yourself sometimes.. and feel like u need some spice to shit.. so thats what im doin.. i guess our computer at home fucked up.. who knows why.. i lost all of my music on there though.. it kind of sucks but im not home to hear it anyways.. im watching vanilla sky again.. man i love it.. i like when tom cruise does weird role movies like eyes wide shut too.. he just suits it well unlike his nascar days of thunder days..
i made this picture cuz i felt like being creative for some odd reason.. but i think i better get back to my movie and go to bed.. ill be around this weekend so find me and hang out! take care-Rhomes