worry wont leave my mind...alone
well its 4 am and its 5 am at home..its another one of those nights full of thoughts.. gotta love those.. i dont feel like sleepin yet because my class is at 11 tomorrow.. i can hold out but its another night of ryan adams.. well ive got good news for me.. car works :) and my good buddies are coming tomorrow i didnt see that coming.. im glad though.. i gotta plan out a good night for them of course..i felt like i got a lot done today though.. talk about some comedy i played in a dodgeball tournament tonight and i waltzed in there like a badass with my gator shorts and sweatband i went out throwing and i was the 3rd player to be out in the whole night lol i never got back in either i was fuckin pissed.. but hey man sometimes you eat the bar.. and sometimes the bar eats you.. it was fun though.. better than doin jack shit.. well i come home and got cleaned up and i talked to Gauravi Patel for like an hour and a half.. shes so hot with her personality.. we chatted about whatnots for awhile it was good catching up with a good friend :).. i talked to walbert of course tonight after he got off work so we chatted and laughed as usual.. nothing wrong with that.. i tried calling cramsey tonight just to say whats up but he didnt pick up but those are cell phones for you.. i called amy hungerford tongiht and told her happy bday she seemed so suprised like it would be something i wouldnt do.. haha oh well.. im so excited i got a loophole for the Ray Lamontagne concert this upcoming wednesday.. im going to shit a rock.. i noticed hes in the top 25 on amazons list now.. now everyone will like em but hey man he kicks ass so everyone would.. ive noticed how everyone in our grade doesnt talk now.. i knew the day was coming.. i thought about being one of those guys in my grade who would stay social with everyone.. keep in touch.. we will see how that holds out.. day by day we all grow different and its cool to see how everyone turns out one of these days..
what pisses me off is that i see lemons post that Beavis and Butthead Do America 2 is going to come out.. i cant handle another one..that will be the death of me lol ill laugh myself to death.. its been 10 years since beavis and butthead has said anything who knows what shit judge has up his sleeve.. its 420 here now and i dont have a blunt.. haha oh well.. these fritos chili cheese are kicking my ass i cant quit eating them with nacho cheese they could be the best thing since Lenard part 6 staring bill cosby.. wait.. im not saying a whole lot there.. nevermind.. you know what i meant..
im so homesick.. i miss my parents a lot as well.. as well as all the faces back home.. its a never-ending topic in my life.. but i miss my parents a lot.. i think they are feeling the same way since i havent been home for a month or so.. but.. im 19.. its my time to become a man.. im here now to nothing but make them proud and have a good time as well.. ive changed a lot since last semester.. i think because im more on my own now.. and cant really rely on people i hung out with before now.. ive went out and made new friends and made a new life for myself.. its weird not seeing molly and dustin very much anymore i hate it..ive actually gave a shit about everyone and everything around me.. which im glad.. i havent felt so like me for a long time.. not bragging about myself i just was in a crazy time in my life and now things are normal.. which makes me happy.. tomorrow i have to dick with my room well i want to after class.. because i dont have the wonderful kyle brown anymore so one side of my room is real bare.. but im going to make it real chill by making my bed on top of a bunk bed and then lofting the other bed so ppl can sit on it and stuff it will make it a little better for now.. they sent me a letter telling me i might get a new roomate but i dont think i will so im going to fire away..
im so pissed my digital camera decided to be a douche bag.. it wont charge i donno why.. so hopefully i can get it fixed so i have a camera so i can share pictures like everyone else.. but its only January.. plenty of time.. ive been drinkin pepsi and vodka all night just chillin out since ive been home and i saw the funniest commerical today it hurt my head lol.. it was a sportscenter commerical and they hired the full staff of star wars and i dont wanna explain it but it was so crazy it make me laugh so hard it was just on again a little bit ago.. ive been wonder how my next door neighbor has been doin too i should call her tomorrow.. shes so funny i havent heard anything from her in awhile.. everyday ive been going thru my phone finding ppl to just call and say whats up to so they dont think i dont care anymore since im 3 hours away you know?
if anyone was at chs yesterday please explain teon and his butch gf fight to me sometime.. it makes me mad i miss everything when im out of school that shit would of killed me especially if i heard greg laughing and will..
i got this usi facebook thing now.. and oh man its so cool ive met a lot of cool people on that.. every school had it but us for awhile and now we have one and all the time u get these random people talking to you and a lot of them are cool as shit ive met some good friends in there now.. girls and guys.. it kicks ass i only have 2 classes tomorrow.. im excited about the weekend.. its always somethign to look forward to.. ive been glad to be staying here til feburary 12th.. it was a wise choice for me to do..
Note to self: don't change for anyone
Note to self: don't die
Note to self: don't change for anyone
Don't change, just lie
ryan adams doesnt fuckin rock or anything..
walbert and i are getting liquored up and we are waiting for him to come outside and we are getting a picture with him and try to hang out with him lol we will stop at nothing.. join us its going to be a good time.. everyone will be eager to see me since i havent been home in awhile it kind of lost its flavor when ur home a lot.. so im sure ill be writing again soon..take care and keep your heads up.. -rhomes
what pisses me off is that i see lemons post that Beavis and Butthead Do America 2 is going to come out.. i cant handle another one..that will be the death of me lol ill laugh myself to death.. its been 10 years since beavis and butthead has said anything who knows what shit judge has up his sleeve.. its 420 here now and i dont have a blunt.. haha oh well.. these fritos chili cheese are kicking my ass i cant quit eating them with nacho cheese they could be the best thing since Lenard part 6 staring bill cosby.. wait.. im not saying a whole lot there.. nevermind.. you know what i meant..
im so homesick.. i miss my parents a lot as well.. as well as all the faces back home.. its a never-ending topic in my life.. but i miss my parents a lot.. i think they are feeling the same way since i havent been home for a month or so.. but.. im 19.. its my time to become a man.. im here now to nothing but make them proud and have a good time as well.. ive changed a lot since last semester.. i think because im more on my own now.. and cant really rely on people i hung out with before now.. ive went out and made new friends and made a new life for myself.. its weird not seeing molly and dustin very much anymore i hate it..ive actually gave a shit about everyone and everything around me.. which im glad.. i havent felt so like me for a long time.. not bragging about myself i just was in a crazy time in my life and now things are normal.. which makes me happy.. tomorrow i have to dick with my room well i want to after class.. because i dont have the wonderful kyle brown anymore so one side of my room is real bare.. but im going to make it real chill by making my bed on top of a bunk bed and then lofting the other bed so ppl can sit on it and stuff it will make it a little better for now.. they sent me a letter telling me i might get a new roomate but i dont think i will so im going to fire away..
im so pissed my digital camera decided to be a douche bag.. it wont charge i donno why.. so hopefully i can get it fixed so i have a camera so i can share pictures like everyone else.. but its only January.. plenty of time.. ive been drinkin pepsi and vodka all night just chillin out since ive been home and i saw the funniest commerical today it hurt my head lol.. it was a sportscenter commerical and they hired the full staff of star wars and i dont wanna explain it but it was so crazy it make me laugh so hard it was just on again a little bit ago.. ive been wonder how my next door neighbor has been doin too i should call her tomorrow.. shes so funny i havent heard anything from her in awhile.. everyday ive been going thru my phone finding ppl to just call and say whats up to so they dont think i dont care anymore since im 3 hours away you know?
if anyone was at chs yesterday please explain teon and his butch gf fight to me sometime.. it makes me mad i miss everything when im out of school that shit would of killed me especially if i heard greg laughing and will..
i got this usi facebook thing now.. and oh man its so cool ive met a lot of cool people on that.. every school had it but us for awhile and now we have one and all the time u get these random people talking to you and a lot of them are cool as shit ive met some good friends in there now.. girls and guys.. it kicks ass i only have 2 classes tomorrow.. im excited about the weekend.. its always somethign to look forward to.. ive been glad to be staying here til feburary 12th.. it was a wise choice for me to do..
Note to self: don't change for anyone
Note to self: don't die
Note to self: don't change for anyone
Don't change, just lie
ryan adams doesnt fuckin rock or anything..
walbert and i are getting liquored up and we are waiting for him to come outside and we are getting a picture with him and try to hang out with him lol we will stop at nothing.. join us its going to be a good time.. everyone will be eager to see me since i havent been home in awhile it kind of lost its flavor when ur home a lot.. so im sure ill be writing again soon..take care and keep your heads up.. -rhomes