Mar 21, 2009 14:08
I got sick
I got involved with a boy
the combined bed-ridden and influx of hormones have thrown me way off
I go through concentration cycles 2 or 3 times a year like this, and I manage.
March Break has made things even worse, extending my procrastination
I was doing soo well. One of the few who made the Dean's list.
But Finland is not going to happen anymore, ISN'T THAT RIGHT, PETER?
What do my marks matter now. It's not like I need straigt A's for anything. I just have to do good enough.
You could have just owned up and said it would set me behind in classes. Because I'd be missing your precious fucking class, wouldn't I.
And yes. I would have to learn the European Code as well. But generally engineering methods are the same. If anything, the discrepancies would introduce me to new techniques and broaden my knowledge. They are just Canadian methods vs. European methods. They both clearly work. Neither is more right or wrong.
If anything Europe has a more advanced engineering community, and I would probably trust them more. It would challenge me more. And it's still an English school, so language barrier is not even an excuse.
How dare you be so selfish as to come between me and improving and diversifying my learning experience.
Or should you just own up and say you can't see a pretty girl like me being an engineer. Just say it.
It's just a college program, what is seriously the big deal.
If I'm still boning for engineering a year from now I'll be hopping off to University anyway.
I just want to rebuild a world that isn't shit.
I just don't want to be useless.
I'm trying.
Thanks alot Peter for standing in my way.
Thankyou for inspiring and supporting me. That's why you're heading a program in one of the most unimportant cities in Canada. Because you're so damn special.
Being one of your top students isn't enough for you huh
Then what is?
A freaking sex change?
Real mature.
What am I going to do now..
Maybe I should take a hint, that this world isn't worth rebuilding. And it's just a job.
The world's only good for destroying.