pyro
i've sabotaged us.
and i refuse to commit
to any of this
to any thing.
i could sit on the fence forever
swim through people's lives over and over
flow between worlds of boredom, broken hearts and lonely spaces,
who am i thinking there's something better
maybe really there's nothing better
today's life strategy is too careless with too big of an ego
i don't see myself this way but maybe i am just a trouble maker..
not the kind of trouble like shoplifting and grafitti
but the deep kind that leaves footprints in peoples' lives
the worst kind that's hard to predict
like an ability to destroy: for change or for power?
or are both inevitable
or do i just like to play with fire
not like i don't also feel every ruin, but i don't always see my impulses coming either
all i crave is new blood, new flesh
makes me feel like a wild animal
some kind of monster
i can't even figure myself out.
i swear i never used to be like this
and i refuse to commit
to any of this
to any thing.
i could sit on the fence forever
swim through people's lives over and over
flow between worlds of boredom, broken hearts and lonely spaces,
who am i thinking there's something better
maybe really there's nothing better
today's life strategy is too careless with too big of an ego
i don't see myself this way but maybe i am just a trouble maker..
not the kind of trouble like shoplifting and grafitti
but the deep kind that leaves footprints in peoples' lives
the worst kind that's hard to predict
like an ability to destroy: for change or for power?
or are both inevitable
or do i just like to play with fire
not like i don't also feel every ruin, but i don't always see my impulses coming either
all i crave is new blood, new flesh
makes me feel like a wild animal
some kind of monster
i can't even figure myself out.
i swear i never used to be like this