Drunken antics and truthful conversations...............

Jun 29, 2002 18:12

Why do I do this to myself?
Rob is a wanker
I am a wanker for letting him be a wanker

I got extremely pissed last night and bumped into Rob yet again. After avoiding each other for half the night we finally started to talk. He was all over me. Everyone was trying to set us up and it was starting to work. Until he basically offered himself to me on a plate, saying that he really liked me but only wanted casual sex. ARGH. I asked him why and he said that he was really fucked up and couldn't deal with a relationship, he also wants to sleep around. I cannot personally handle this, I have been there and done that and I know it is not what I want anymore.

I am not going to be there just to give Rob sexual gratification whenever he needs it. No matter how tempting it is. Charlotte had to save me last night because I very nearly ended going back to his house with him. I was far too drunk to have any will power left.

If I sleep with him, I will get attached, I already am attached. FUCK is all I think at the moment.
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