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Man it was in 2004 when i got this thing. 4 mother flipping years ago. and i used to use it so much, and loved it. and it was so much more mentally stimulating then facebook is, because you could choose to write about whatever you felt and didnt just spend your whole life creeping peoples pictures and commenting on everything in sight. Although i do love facebook, and in a way feel like it was created for people just like me. creeping made easy, you know? haha.
Oh man so I can't sleep, and am super anxious. actually, since i got out of bed and began staring at my computer screen it's gotten better, talk about dangerous. computer addiction as a result of trying to rid myself of anxiety..sounds like my life.
anyway.. what i was thinking about that got my anxiety going about 15 minutes ago was this particular scene from the movie Disturbia that.. how you say.. disturbed me. haha.
Which is lame cause i know that movie isnt even supposed to be that scary, but my imagination keeps getting me man.
well anyway, the scene is when Shea is looking at the video that his friend took in the dudes house, and they see this body that he had stuffed into in this hole in the wall(or something like that), and they're staring at it and just when they realize its a body the dude is right behind them (in their own house mind you) and says, rather casually "you werent supposed to see her"
MAN creeped me the fuck out. in fact, just writing that creeped me out all over again. its just that whole psychotic vibe.. it scares the shit out of me.
id probably die i was so scared if i caught my neighbor killing people.
oh geeze i just heard a real creepy noise.. probably my sister or the mouse in my house that our trap took part of its body off, but the rest of it got away.. and it probably died somewhere random that we will find later but for now is haunting our asses off. or the other one that i keep seeing in random places.
So .. school is pretty much my life right now. although i conveniently forgot about that for most of this weekend. Friday was circa with kirstina caitlin sarah and ruth, which was pretty wild. caitlin and i left early though cause our feet hurt and we werent drunk enough and ruth ended up god knows where. im not even sure whether anyone's talked to her yet. i hope so. I kinda feel like drinking before the club and getting ready was more fun then actually being there, but i often feel that way. I suppose thats why i dont go to many clubs.
Saturday nick and i hung out at matts house with caitlin and caitlin, I played guitar hero a little bit.. for the third time in my life.. I really wanna get rock band for melindas ps2 but its like $150 maybe, just maybe i will.
Today caitlin and i walked around outside a bit because it was really nice out. It actually looked nicer then it was though, a little on the cold side if you ask me.
but back to school, which i once again conveniently forgot about and havent even touched this weekend.. besides reading a bit of my isu book when i went to the bathroom.
I have one essay left to do, which i should be doing now and was supposed to have handed in for friday. i hope i can get it together and finish it by the end of tomorrow. once im done hoping for that, i hope agatha will agree to put it on the mid term report, or else.. thats going to suck for me. I should be doing pretty decently in both my history classes though.. hopefully at least an 80. my civ report came back saying 78, but joe said he'd fix that for me because the one zero i had just happened to be in a section we didnt do much in. Economics should be good, but as of now i have no idea because i dont understand darren and how he teaches. i also havent got a single thing i handed in back. so no even ballpark idea except that it AT LEAST should be in the 70s considering i handed everything in.
well hopefully.. i shall find this all out very soon, and will therefore know what my final average will be that is going in to th universities. and i just have 3 more months to push forward through then i will be in the clear!! and hopefully in the 80s.
Oh man so I can't sleep, and am super anxious. actually, since i got out of bed and began staring at my computer screen it's gotten better, talk about dangerous. computer addiction as a result of trying to rid myself of anxiety..sounds like my life.
anyway.. what i was thinking about that got my anxiety going about 15 minutes ago was this particular scene from the movie Disturbia that.. how you say.. disturbed me. haha.
Which is lame cause i know that movie isnt even supposed to be that scary, but my imagination keeps getting me man.
well anyway, the scene is when Shea is looking at the video that his friend took in the dudes house, and they see this body that he had stuffed into in this hole in the wall(or something like that), and they're staring at it and just when they realize its a body the dude is right behind them (in their own house mind you) and says, rather casually "you werent supposed to see her"
MAN creeped me the fuck out. in fact, just writing that creeped me out all over again. its just that whole psychotic vibe.. it scares the shit out of me.
id probably die i was so scared if i caught my neighbor killing people.
oh geeze i just heard a real creepy noise.. probably my sister or the mouse in my house that our trap took part of its body off, but the rest of it got away.. and it probably died somewhere random that we will find later but for now is haunting our asses off. or the other one that i keep seeing in random places.
So .. school is pretty much my life right now. although i conveniently forgot about that for most of this weekend. Friday was circa with kirstina caitlin sarah and ruth, which was pretty wild. caitlin and i left early though cause our feet hurt and we werent drunk enough and ruth ended up god knows where. im not even sure whether anyone's talked to her yet. i hope so. I kinda feel like drinking before the club and getting ready was more fun then actually being there, but i often feel that way. I suppose thats why i dont go to many clubs.
Saturday nick and i hung out at matts house with caitlin and caitlin, I played guitar hero a little bit.. for the third time in my life.. I really wanna get rock band for melindas ps2 but its like $150 maybe, just maybe i will.
Today caitlin and i walked around outside a bit because it was really nice out. It actually looked nicer then it was though, a little on the cold side if you ask me.
but back to school, which i once again conveniently forgot about and havent even touched this weekend.. besides reading a bit of my isu book when i went to the bathroom.
I have one essay left to do, which i should be doing now and was supposed to have handed in for friday. i hope i can get it together and finish it by the end of tomorrow. once im done hoping for that, i hope agatha will agree to put it on the mid term report, or else.. thats going to suck for me. I should be doing pretty decently in both my history classes though.. hopefully at least an 80. my civ report came back saying 78, but joe said he'd fix that for me because the one zero i had just happened to be in a section we didnt do much in. Economics should be good, but as of now i have no idea because i dont understand darren and how he teaches. i also havent got a single thing i handed in back. so no even ballpark idea except that it AT LEAST should be in the 70s considering i handed everything in.
well hopefully.. i shall find this all out very soon, and will therefore know what my final average will be that is going in to th universities. and i just have 3 more months to push forward through then i will be in the clear!! and hopefully in the 80s.