Redyoshi
Sudden urge to pen down what i felt last night. While watching Vampire Dairies late into night with you, i realized that nothing is permanent and that everything will be okay, eventually. Time heals everything.
As i grow older, i realized that experiences are far more important than results. They shaped me into a stronger me, a tougher me and a more enduring me. For all the things i have been through over the past couple of years, good or bad, i am thankful for all.
I still hate goodbyes even though i know they bring a closer meetup the next time. I still wonder why friends betray or back stab each other. I still think late into night over the smallest thing. However, i found myself stronger now. I stop fighting to make people stay because i dont see a need to do so,not when they are not worth my fight. I stop crying over people who left despite holding on so tightly.
I detest the feeling of waiting, that my feelings are controlled by others and worst of all, i hate the feeling of losing something so precious. I think...those who survived a rough time will agree with me. We can never be whole again and after some time, we are immune to all the pain and people who chose to leave. Heartless? Nope,not when you poured your heart out to someone and only to know that you are a fool. We just build taller walls and better defense. This,is experience.
Always give your best no matter what you do. There will always be pain;as the saying goes no pain,no gain. Choices have consequences. Just hang in there,it might not be easy. But eventually,everything will be okay.
As i grow older, i realized that experiences are far more important than results. They shaped me into a stronger me, a tougher me and a more enduring me. For all the things i have been through over the past couple of years, good or bad, i am thankful for all.
I still hate goodbyes even though i know they bring a closer meetup the next time. I still wonder why friends betray or back stab each other. I still think late into night over the smallest thing. However, i found myself stronger now. I stop fighting to make people stay because i dont see a need to do so,not when they are not worth my fight. I stop crying over people who left despite holding on so tightly.
I detest the feeling of waiting, that my feelings are controlled by others and worst of all, i hate the feeling of losing something so precious. I think...those who survived a rough time will agree with me. We can never be whole again and after some time, we are immune to all the pain and people who chose to leave. Heartless? Nope,not when you poured your heart out to someone and only to know that you are a fool. We just build taller walls and better defense. This,is experience.
Always give your best no matter what you do. There will always be pain;as the saying goes no pain,no gain. Choices have consequences. Just hang in there,it might not be easy. But eventually,everything will be okay.