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I'm SO pissed off right now.
I feel terrible - my head feels like its about to explode, my ears are all funny and I can't hear much and my eyes are all watery so everything I see is blurred. I'm starving, I'm tired and I'm ill - I've cleaned the kitchen up twice today - loaded and unloaded the dishwasher twice, swept the floor, cleaned all the surfaces washed up upteen-bazillion pans after the humunganormous mess my parents made cooking two days ago. I would think that someone would have noticed, but nobody did so I told mum and it turns out dad told her he did it AGAIN.
I just want to sleep - mum wants me to phone everyone who sent me birthday gifts and thank them and I told her I can't hear much and my throat really hurts and she just keeps nagging - and now dad is downstairs going 'she just lies all the time when it's convenient for her - lieslieslies!' how dare he even THINK of saying that after he's claimed the work I've done three times in the past month!
I feel so ill and they're all just yelling at me - I hate them I hate them I hate them. Oh shit.. now dad's coming up the stairs to hit me -___-; Joy of joys.
I'm so tired - and so hungry (all I've eaten all day are three maltesers (because there is nothing to eat in this house)). And now I'm angry aswell. If I could cry I would .. stupid bastards.
And Izzy's been pestering me because she wants one of my birthday presents ALL afternoon/evening - I've spent £80-odd on birthday presents for her (so far anyways -_____-) and she's nagging me for something I got?
Yesterday was such a great day.. today is just shit. I felt ill all last night and I still feel awful and I just want to sleep and cry and run away. Why does my family have to be so horrid!?
It's not like I'm not thankful for my gifts - I really am, but surely it's reasonable to ask to be able to thank them tomorrow instead? Or to send them a thankyou letter or something!? Why will people not leave me alone?!