Aug 02, 2007 09:52
I really wish neither of us still held a grudge. We had something so special going on there for a while. I totally thought you were going to be one of my best friends. However, I still feel like you don't forgive me for not forgiving you for too long.
That's the problem right there, darling. We both held a grudge and now it will be practically impossible to trust one another again.
Friends can't just share music and laughs. They have to be able to make it through something as stupid as that fight we had. Maybe it wasn't ment to be if we can't even laugh about that now. I think if we had given eachother time to figure out what an apology looked like from one another, maybe we would have made it through the winter.
But I do still love you for the amazing friend you were for the short time that we were close. Maybe if we don't let anyone else in on it, we can have a secret affair friendship and just do laundry together every other week, or something.
noone has to know. It could be our little secret-- that we both just let whatever happened between us go, and tried again. I can't wait to see you, and try to make you like me again.