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Well I have come to the conclusion that my life is heartache every moment, also a kick ass song from Ville Valo. Jes came up to me and said that she had to tell me something. I prepared for something good because she usually has something good to say, but little did I know that what was about to come out of her mouth would leave my heart crushed. She said she is going out, as in boyfriend and girlfriend going out with this dipshit named Issac who sits at our lunch table. All week I have had my suspicions about them because they've been acting a little funny, then she breaks the news to me today. I hate this fucking kid, as if I didn't hate him before, now the hate is more than ever. I just don't understand, I mean I took this girl out and then she goes and goes out with someone she's never even been on a date with. I have no fucking idea what she sees in him but it seems like every girl goes for the asshole or deouchebag, and this kid is both. So I'm just sitting at home being lonely and unhappy. I got my cowboy hat which looks good, but not as good as it would look if I had a smile on my face, but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen for awhile... Fuck it all...