i'm dreaming of a white christmas....
its snowing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just the teeniest little bitty flakes are in the air and i love it. i love how they flurry all around in circles with the wind. i wish they were the big fluffy flakes and would pile up everywhere. i reeeeeeeeally want a white xmas this year. i have not had a really wintery feeling xmas since morbid and i have been together. and that is just too damn long.
the subaru is dead. its over. and we just spent so much money on xmas gifts. somehow, now, we need to buy a car. immediately. morbid spent 4 days trying to fix it, with no avail. he even missed a day of work. you know its bad if HE doesnt make it to work. thursday and friday i was lucky enough to find rides to work so he was able to use my car. (he fixed my car up perfectly) and has it tonight too, luckily i didnt have to work today. i was invited to go out, but i rather sit here and make sure he has transportation then me go anywhere. i am hoping to be tired enough to go to bed soon. i am starting to feel sleepy. its been a long week and i have not been sleeping much at all. lots on my mind. a good portion of that work of course, and some about my aunt that just passed away, plus the car, the imaginary way we are supposed to buy plane tickets to MA this week, and as always my own lame insecurities. i hate my flesh. i will just leave it at that.
i trimmed my hair tonight. i didnt cut that much but it looks like i did just because of the length it was at. i only cut the back up shorter to try and get that angle down to the front, which i did actually accomplish, but not as dramatically as i wanted. it just wasnt possible since the front really isnt all that long. i touched up the purple a little again too, but didnt do any lightening, just tried to deepen the faded parts.
i have a whole list of crap i have to try and get done tomorrow including making my familys famous jello pie for next week. then plan out the trip to nashville on monday night to see jimmy. but before i leave town, we have to go car shopping and try desperately to find morbid a new car. no pressure or anything. i might be taking my happy pills that day.
in good news though, my cousin got engaged to her boyfriend of several years ( just about 6 months short of how long morbid and i have been together). so thats cool.... and better news for us, our trips to vegas for work have been officially consolidated and we are getting to go together march 23-27th. YAY! i am so happy to be going together. i just really was not looking forward to a week out there alone.
so yeah. taking the good with the bad. its our first financial crunch since we have been together, and if all goes right, it wont last too long. just waiting to get paid on thursday!
my xmas shopping has been cut short. i was not finished, but i have to be for finances sake.
blessed be
just the teeniest little bitty flakes are in the air and i love it. i love how they flurry all around in circles with the wind. i wish they were the big fluffy flakes and would pile up everywhere. i reeeeeeeeally want a white xmas this year. i have not had a really wintery feeling xmas since morbid and i have been together. and that is just too damn long.
the subaru is dead. its over. and we just spent so much money on xmas gifts. somehow, now, we need to buy a car. immediately. morbid spent 4 days trying to fix it, with no avail. he even missed a day of work. you know its bad if HE doesnt make it to work. thursday and friday i was lucky enough to find rides to work so he was able to use my car. (he fixed my car up perfectly) and has it tonight too, luckily i didnt have to work today. i was invited to go out, but i rather sit here and make sure he has transportation then me go anywhere. i am hoping to be tired enough to go to bed soon. i am starting to feel sleepy. its been a long week and i have not been sleeping much at all. lots on my mind. a good portion of that work of course, and some about my aunt that just passed away, plus the car, the imaginary way we are supposed to buy plane tickets to MA this week, and as always my own lame insecurities. i hate my flesh. i will just leave it at that.
i trimmed my hair tonight. i didnt cut that much but it looks like i did just because of the length it was at. i only cut the back up shorter to try and get that angle down to the front, which i did actually accomplish, but not as dramatically as i wanted. it just wasnt possible since the front really isnt all that long. i touched up the purple a little again too, but didnt do any lightening, just tried to deepen the faded parts.
i have a whole list of crap i have to try and get done tomorrow including making my familys famous jello pie for next week. then plan out the trip to nashville on monday night to see jimmy. but before i leave town, we have to go car shopping and try desperately to find morbid a new car. no pressure or anything. i might be taking my happy pills that day.
in good news though, my cousin got engaged to her boyfriend of several years ( just about 6 months short of how long morbid and i have been together). so thats cool.... and better news for us, our trips to vegas for work have been officially consolidated and we are getting to go together march 23-27th. YAY! i am so happy to be going together. i just really was not looking forward to a week out there alone.
so yeah. taking the good with the bad. its our first financial crunch since we have been together, and if all goes right, it wont last too long. just waiting to get paid on thursday!
my xmas shopping has been cut short. i was not finished, but i have to be for finances sake.
blessed be