May 03, 2005 22:18
Well i sit here and did what i wanted tonight but didn't get the result i wanted to but i guess thats life. But i wish one person in this world would give me a chance. But i guess not today. I mean i didn't actually talk to this person but still. Not getting a call back says enough but then again it could have been my fault some how. Well that didnt bring my night down cause i am used to getting shot down. It happens so often but whatever i guess.
Well tonight got shitty real quick. Something is going on in my family that they are not telling me the whole truth. Besides the fact my grandma might have cancer and which it seems like there is a strong possibility and 2 something with my mom but why would anybody tell me whats going on.
I saw Alot like Love the other night and i really liked it. I want to actually go and see it again. It just brought back some memories of the past 9 months. A song expecally they played in it. I will be there by Bon Jovi. SUch a good song with the words meaning alot that i want to say to alot of people.