laughable
apparently I cannot:
post new pics on livejournal, my computer won't allow it
have one week alone without people dropping in on me
get/keep the house cleaned
keep the car insured
stick to a workout plan
stay sane
stay calm
fix the plumbing
get laundry finished
get rid of clothes
mow the yard
and yet it is all stuff I try to do on a damn near daily basis. that's pretty screwed up right? I know more of it would get done if people would go the hell away and leave me alone. I really love my friends, but at times I feel like they are sucking the life out of me. Micah hates thaT I could spend the rest of my life being a hermit. But if you think about it, most of the dishes are because we cook for other people, the trash strewn across the living room each day is usually from (when not the dog) people visiting and A)not knowing after years of friendship where I keep my trash can B) being too lazy to pick up after themselves C)being wild uncouth animals that just don't give a flying flip. I use the gas in my car to drive other people everywhere, and not onLy that, my time is not important as when they call for a favor ride to wherever, they then call back repeatedly til I arrive there.(WTF???) My house is full of furniture from other people's houses so that after their evictions when they find a place they can take it back, so much so that I feel cluttered up inside without any space. We constantly go to the store because we are friends with the hungriest of people who can't seem to figure out how to cook for themselves in their own home. When some of them are over they bring children they like to either ignore so I can take care of them, or spank every other second because they are just too damn annoyed with them to care about the severity of the offense. Not to mention my great dislike of people who think they know everything, and that I am an idiot. Not only do they not know anything, they were too lazy to graduate high school, they group together when one of them tries to pull off a factoid, and the herd all agrees, because if most everyone agrees(especially when they try to make my husband look dumb) then it must be true right? Also, if you plan on sponging off of me, you best not complain about what I cook. I could cook you exactly what you asked for and you'd find something wrong with it...so from here on out, if you are here for dinner, I will make damn sure it is something you wouldn't eat if you life depended on it.
OHHHHHH I am cleaning up today, and the guest sleeping in my spare room can just deal, as it is 10:37 and I have been awake for 3 hours after going to bed at 2am cause well, I hate to go to sleep when people that don't live here are in my house. So this mess IS getting straightened out, and I will enjoy my life before I kill/maim someone/myself. My husband is coming home tomorrow night and we will be spending the next week alone together if I have to set booby traps in the yard, hell around the block.
geesh I feel insane today...looks like I will get a lot done...MWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
oh, sorry for the rant, but I HAD to, or I was gonna esplodies.
-=hugs=-
post new pics on livejournal, my computer won't allow it
have one week alone without people dropping in on me
get/keep the house cleaned
keep the car insured
stick to a workout plan
stay sane
stay calm
fix the plumbing
get laundry finished
get rid of clothes
mow the yard
and yet it is all stuff I try to do on a damn near daily basis. that's pretty screwed up right? I know more of it would get done if people would go the hell away and leave me alone. I really love my friends, but at times I feel like they are sucking the life out of me. Micah hates thaT I could spend the rest of my life being a hermit. But if you think about it, most of the dishes are because we cook for other people, the trash strewn across the living room each day is usually from (when not the dog) people visiting and A)not knowing after years of friendship where I keep my trash can B) being too lazy to pick up after themselves C)being wild uncouth animals that just don't give a flying flip. I use the gas in my car to drive other people everywhere, and not onLy that, my time is not important as when they call for a favor ride to wherever, they then call back repeatedly til I arrive there.(WTF???) My house is full of furniture from other people's houses so that after their evictions when they find a place they can take it back, so much so that I feel cluttered up inside without any space. We constantly go to the store because we are friends with the hungriest of people who can't seem to figure out how to cook for themselves in their own home. When some of them are over they bring children they like to either ignore so I can take care of them, or spank every other second because they are just too damn annoyed with them to care about the severity of the offense. Not to mention my great dislike of people who think they know everything, and that I am an idiot. Not only do they not know anything, they were too lazy to graduate high school, they group together when one of them tries to pull off a factoid, and the herd all agrees, because if most everyone agrees(especially when they try to make my husband look dumb) then it must be true right? Also, if you plan on sponging off of me, you best not complain about what I cook. I could cook you exactly what you asked for and you'd find something wrong with it...so from here on out, if you are here for dinner, I will make damn sure it is something you wouldn't eat if you life depended on it.
OHHHHHH I am cleaning up today, and the guest sleeping in my spare room can just deal, as it is 10:37 and I have been awake for 3 hours after going to bed at 2am cause well, I hate to go to sleep when people that don't live here are in my house. So this mess IS getting straightened out, and I will enjoy my life before I kill/maim someone/myself. My husband is coming home tomorrow night and we will be spending the next week alone together if I have to set booby traps in the yard, hell around the block.
geesh I feel insane today...looks like I will get a lot done...MWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
oh, sorry for the rant, but I HAD to, or I was gonna esplodies.
-=hugs=-