Day 1: The Everloving Longest Day In the World.
Today was to be a beautiful adventurous day, where I would start my nonsmoking life, and go on a glorious and fun bike trip around the city to help keep my mind off of things.
It is raining, Micah is smoking, I am in an extreme amount of frustration, and all I want is a cigarette. However, if I have one, I will want more. By more, I mean a whole frickin' lot.
Here I am smoking one of his. I am regretting it as I speak. It isn't even fun anymore. I can't breathe, it stinks, it doesn't even comfort me. I just want to stop. I hate being under control of something so silly. It never bothered me this way.
I have decided that I am going to sit down and write or draw when I get that frustrated feeling from now on. That, or exercise. If I only exercised, -every- time I felt frustrated, I might be one big muscle mass lol. At least my figure wouldn't be a problem.
I haven't decided if I am going to start a faceless blog to write in, or just post my writings and photos on here. Ah well, time to go do something.
It is raining, Micah is smoking, I am in an extreme amount of frustration, and all I want is a cigarette. However, if I have one, I will want more. By more, I mean a whole frickin' lot.
Here I am smoking one of his. I am regretting it as I speak. It isn't even fun anymore. I can't breathe, it stinks, it doesn't even comfort me. I just want to stop. I hate being under control of something so silly. It never bothered me this way.
I have decided that I am going to sit down and write or draw when I get that frustrated feeling from now on. That, or exercise. If I only exercised, -every- time I felt frustrated, I might be one big muscle mass lol. At least my figure wouldn't be a problem.
I haven't decided if I am going to start a faceless blog to write in, or just post my writings and photos on here. Ah well, time to go do something.