Remembering
Today's Father's Day. Dad's been gone since 2002, Today is also my Mom's birthday. She's been gone since 2004.
I miss them.
I can tell I'm tired cause the combination of the two and the prospect of tomorrow's birthday and her being gone too....well I just sat down and cried for a bit. I needed it I suppose but now I've got a headache and stuffy nose on top of an achy heart.
By the time anyone reads this I'll be back to my normal self. I just find I need to note these occasions as remembrance of those gone before. And because my mind gets overloaded and I forget things. Somethings...no matter how they make me hurt....I don't want to forget.
I miss them.
I can tell I'm tired cause the combination of the two and the prospect of tomorrow's birthday and her being gone too....well I just sat down and cried for a bit. I needed it I suppose but now I've got a headache and stuffy nose on top of an achy heart.
By the time anyone reads this I'll be back to my normal self. I just find I need to note these occasions as remembrance of those gone before. And because my mind gets overloaded and I forget things. Somethings...no matter how they make me hurt....I don't want to forget.