i MiSS --
I miss--
I miss Jeremy-- he has no internet.. he is busy with football.. i havent talked to him in forever.. i miss him so much.. you have no idea.. he is my best friend.. i can talk to him about everything.. and even though nothing traumatizing is going on in my life i still want to be there for him. he may not be there for me all the time but i will always be there for him.. i miss him so much.
I miss Allison-- she is very distant. i've been replaced.. by a boy. which, isn't fair but i'm dealing with it because i knew it would happen from the beginning. i miss her so much. im scared she will do all the cool, new, highschool stuff with Andy instead of me when she knows i've been waiting 2 years to do this stuff with her.. she already had her first drink without me.. even though i dont really drink that much anymore and i wouldnt want her to drink i had still been waiting all that time to take her out and watch her face when she tasted her first beer or seen how much she liked skyy or smirinoff or something good like that. k im gunna cry now so ill move on...
I miss Katlin-- me and katlin havent been the same becuase i havent seen her all summer.. its been me pg and alexis.. and now talon.. and shes not even our best friend anymore.. its sad.. i miss her.. its not the same without her.. im sad for her because i know she misses us too.
I miss Austin-- even though i know when school starts he will probably be an asshole to me, right now he is the sweetest boyfriend i have ever had.. i miss him so much.. i cant wait till i see him tomorrow :) it will be so good.. he takes all of my sorrows away.. but when he leaves........... :(
i miss you.