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I have never been this happy in my whole life. When I pause to wonder why, I can't help but wonder where I ever learned to be this happy. There are a combination of reasons why I feel this way.
First off I have so many more friends then I used to. It is almost like God said to me "Rhea, your days of being lonely are over." I have met so many people in the last 6 months. I just don't have an excuse to be lonely anymore. I'm more outgoing than I used to be.
Second off I have one of the best boyfriends a girl could ever ask for. He never gives up on me. He has been there for me when the goings got really hard for me these past two weeks. He has given me more faith in myself than I could have ever gotten alone. Erik and I have been through so much together and we still managed to remain a couple. It is almost like we are meant to be together
I really cannot even begin to put it into words. My smile right now is as big as it's ever been. I feel as at peace with myself and the whole world as I've ever been. For the first time in 5 years.
First off I have so many more friends then I used to. It is almost like God said to me "Rhea, your days of being lonely are over." I have met so many people in the last 6 months. I just don't have an excuse to be lonely anymore. I'm more outgoing than I used to be.
Second off I have one of the best boyfriends a girl could ever ask for. He never gives up on me. He has been there for me when the goings got really hard for me these past two weeks. He has given me more faith in myself than I could have ever gotten alone. Erik and I have been through so much together and we still managed to remain a couple. It is almost like we are meant to be together
I really cannot even begin to put it into words. My smile right now is as big as it's ever been. I feel as at peace with myself and the whole world as I've ever been. For the first time in 5 years.