Peaceful minds lead to your feeling more grown up?

Sep 29, 2004 17:18

So ever since I have learned how to put my mind at peace, I have felt much older, or so it would appear. I have started to grow up in many ways. I can't even begin to name them all.
My whole life, up until now, I had to constantly battle ADD. That is not an easy thing. In the last week I feel like I've started to get it under control.
Everything looks so much clearer to me than it once did. I can pay attention in class, for the first time in my life and not get bored. For those of you that know me really well you know that I have trouble paying attention.
My mind is starting to slow down and I can have conversations, and be totally in the moment and not be thinking about what I'm going to say next. I really like this new found feeling. Let me tell you I think that it is going to make teaching a lot easier.
I really try so hard not to worry about what is going on all around me. I try so hard just to concentrate on one thing at a time. Once in awhile I still slip up, but that's ok since no one is perfect.
God has finally granted my mind with peace. I of course still have to be on the watch out at all times since I loose this peace once in awhile. I fall a lot but I'm getting better at catching myself.
So many things have happened to me in the past few weeks and I find myself less stressed, and for me this is wonderful. My life is just so blessed, and there are so many wonderful things that have taken place in my life lately.
I have no thoughts in my head whatsoever. I have not decided how much I like this or not. I can probably get more done this way.
I have gotten so much done. Along the way I've had fun, and even leared a few things about myself. I have gone for being a girl that just did not get it to a woman that has a very peaceful mind a good amount of the time.
I'm so glad that I've found this peace before I became a teacher. I think that it would be bad if I did not listen to my students when they had a question, or wose a problem. I really don't even think that I'd have gotten hired by a school.
My drive to be a teacher is also getting stronger. I really can't wait to for the next four years to be over so that I can start looking for a job as a teacher. I have to be patient and who knows what will happen in that amount of time, but I'm sure that many wonderful things will ;).
With that thought I must leave you for now. God Bless you all and remember I care about you.
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