So yeah
Felt like updating this ish for no real reason whatsoever other than I'm rather bored and have a wako (like Texas) sleep schedule, so whateryagonnado.
I never update this thing anymore, but I remember how much fun it always is going back and reading, however, my life has been rather boring as of late, especially being unemployed and generally trying to not spend TOO much money. Things have been picking up as of the past couple months tho, some for good and some kinda lame. I'm done with my undergrad, and I'm kinda upset that I spent my time doing marketing. I was pretty amped for a while, and at least I have a degree, but mkt was not exactly what I expected, so I'm going to go back for an MBA in finance, this time I really know what I'm getting into and can see past a 17 old's rash decision, but honestly, it has me thinking. You decide for the most part how you want to spend the rest of your life when you are 16 years old...wtf. It really makes you wonder how society works with random choices, you can't smoke till your 18 but you can choose your future...hmmm...idk. I'm either going to go back this August or next.
Over the past year or so I've taken an almost complete 180 on my political views, in general. I never was a liberal, but I'd side with a lot of their economic policies, but wow, I was a fool. I won't go into too much depth, b/c I know what I believe, but switching my opinion on a lot of things in politics has gotten me thinking about a lot of personal things. It was like a eureka moment one day, too difficult to explain, probably won't come out right, but yeah... Only a fool won't admit when he/she was wrong.
I randomly started eating sushi weekly, it used to be something I hated, but you learn to love it. We have like 6 or so people and its pretty cool getting to actually know long time acquaintances. The other night was really cool, the actor Bokeem Woodbine was randomly at Wahada, after much deliberation, Justin mustered the courage to go ask if it was really him...lol. Staying with this light tempered look on life, I can't believe how long I went without and mp3 player. Guess its just a case of you can do without as long as you don't know better.
On a not so light note, why is my family so crazy? I tell you what, if I could juggle and the nuttiness into one heap, I might actually understand what normality feels like. I can't REALLY complaing, and when reading back especially, this isn't and EMO post, but sometimes I have to just kick it back in the chair, stop, think, and just smile to myself about the whole situation. I feel like 'the comedian', it has to all be a joke right, people can't really be that dumb and get that excited over stupidities, can they? and for that matter, why do I let things get to me so easily, and for that matter, I need to learn to let stupidities go. I mean, I can handle a large share of dumb and ignorance, but things that bug me, I need to not take so serious and I need to work on not procrastinating as much, and trying to do everything with a joyful heart, like the Bible says. Maybe if I do things with a good attitude I'll be better of and help others simultaneously, too bad there isn't a magic button to change things you don't like...if only. Also, why is so damn hard to not gossip about people, you know what started as a little innocent joking habit, has quite possibly gotten out of control. I have to catch myself a lot, mostly failing of course.
Ah well, long story short wrap up version of the last couple months/maybe years since i posted. HERE GOES
1. sushi owns
2. ipods, itunes, iphones are the shit
3. my family (for the most part) is laughably crazy, on both sides might I add, since I finally met my dad's side
4. I'm way to lazy for my own good
5. It could always be worse
6. Being unemployed is only fun if you're rich
7. Exercising is great
8. Try to look at yourself from and outside perspective.
I never update this thing anymore, but I remember how much fun it always is going back and reading, however, my life has been rather boring as of late, especially being unemployed and generally trying to not spend TOO much money. Things have been picking up as of the past couple months tho, some for good and some kinda lame. I'm done with my undergrad, and I'm kinda upset that I spent my time doing marketing. I was pretty amped for a while, and at least I have a degree, but mkt was not exactly what I expected, so I'm going to go back for an MBA in finance, this time I really know what I'm getting into and can see past a 17 old's rash decision, but honestly, it has me thinking. You decide for the most part how you want to spend the rest of your life when you are 16 years old...wtf. It really makes you wonder how society works with random choices, you can't smoke till your 18 but you can choose your future...hmmm...idk. I'm either going to go back this August or next.
Over the past year or so I've taken an almost complete 180 on my political views, in general. I never was a liberal, but I'd side with a lot of their economic policies, but wow, I was a fool. I won't go into too much depth, b/c I know what I believe, but switching my opinion on a lot of things in politics has gotten me thinking about a lot of personal things. It was like a eureka moment one day, too difficult to explain, probably won't come out right, but yeah... Only a fool won't admit when he/she was wrong.
I randomly started eating sushi weekly, it used to be something I hated, but you learn to love it. We have like 6 or so people and its pretty cool getting to actually know long time acquaintances. The other night was really cool, the actor Bokeem Woodbine was randomly at Wahada, after much deliberation, Justin mustered the courage to go ask if it was really him...lol. Staying with this light tempered look on life, I can't believe how long I went without and mp3 player. Guess its just a case of you can do without as long as you don't know better.
On a not so light note, why is my family so crazy? I tell you what, if I could juggle and the nuttiness into one heap, I might actually understand what normality feels like. I can't REALLY complaing, and when reading back especially, this isn't and EMO post, but sometimes I have to just kick it back in the chair, stop, think, and just smile to myself about the whole situation. I feel like 'the comedian', it has to all be a joke right, people can't really be that dumb and get that excited over stupidities, can they? and for that matter, why do I let things get to me so easily, and for that matter, I need to learn to let stupidities go. I mean, I can handle a large share of dumb and ignorance, but things that bug me, I need to not take so serious and I need to work on not procrastinating as much, and trying to do everything with a joyful heart, like the Bible says. Maybe if I do things with a good attitude I'll be better of and help others simultaneously, too bad there isn't a magic button to change things you don't like...if only. Also, why is so damn hard to not gossip about people, you know what started as a little innocent joking habit, has quite possibly gotten out of control. I have to catch myself a lot, mostly failing of course.
Ah well, long story short wrap up version of the last couple months/maybe years since i posted. HERE GOES
1. sushi owns
2. ipods, itunes, iphones are the shit
3. my family (for the most part) is laughably crazy, on both sides might I add, since I finally met my dad's side
4. I'm way to lazy for my own good
5. It could always be worse
6. Being unemployed is only fun if you're rich
7. Exercising is great
8. Try to look at yourself from and outside perspective.