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so yea my first week of school. I guess i like it but i'm so busy and i feel really guilty that i haven't done any work at all today. so tomorrow's gonna be great. i don't know i mean i really like it up here but it's just so lonely. everybody is always so busy here with their own stuff or sleeping. and i never have time to fucking eat so i'm starving. i know it's my own fault that i went so far away. but i just wish i could see people that i know. i mean there's nobody here from home and everybody else has people from their high schools that they know and it's just weird that nobody here's even heard of manchester. it's only been one week and i have like four more to go before i see people that i actually like for a weekend. but then i don't know when the next time i'll see everybody. i just need to get off my ass and make some friends that i actually like instead of dealing with clicky high school bullshit. all of the girls on the other side of my floor are so stupid and slutty and petty about everything. and they take like 5 hours in the shower so that pisses me off because they have their own bathroom that they should use. and it's so weird because everybody here is rich and i'm like the poor kid that actually uses her own money instead of daddy's. people don't understand why i don't feel like going out to eat every single night. i'm sorry im bitching so much. i just miss everybody and my own bed and i should be working but i'm not so i'm cranky. :( come see me guys.